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The Willow is Weeping

Hello friends! Hope this post finds you well!

This is my newly-finished song called “The Willow is Weeping.”

I read a poem by JRR Tolkien a few months ago that spoke to my heart (“All that is gold does not glitter”) and I decided to write music to it. Then, because Tolkien’s estate makes getting copyright permission nearly impossible, I decided to replace the original words with my own. It didn’t take me long to decide what this song would be about. The week I was trying to decide on a topic so I could begin the lyric-writing process, I had a conversation with a gentleman at a church party. He spoke of losing his father this past summer and the waves of grief he is currently experiencing. Before we left, he expressed hope that brighter days lay ahead- days where the weight of grief will ease. I went home determined to write this song about grief.

It didn’t take me long to develop the lyrics, pulling from my own experiences, as well as family members and friends who have lost loved ones. I wanted an analogy that helped me talk about grief, and the willow tree seemed like just the thing. I soon developed the verses to shift through the seasons, and loved phrases like “under the ground something’s yawning” and “the numb and the frozen are thawing.”

Enjoy!

(This is a link to youtube where you can see pictures of willow trees as the music plays.)

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“Not an Ordinary Passenger”

Years ago, I had the awesome opportunity to go to EFY in Provo at BYU. One of the classes was taught by Brad Wilcox who now is a General Authority in our church (the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints). After his awesome class, I asked if I could take a picture with him and he (of course!) answered enthusiastically, “Yes!” I still have that picture, and feel especially excited when he speaks in General Conference.

Last fall, he gave a talk entitled “O Youth of the Noble Birthright.” It was a wonderful and inspiring talk, helping young Latter-day Saints understand their “Birthright” – their promised blessings and responsibilities from a loving Heavenly Father. I have 3 boys in those teen and pre-teen years and I thought it would be neat to put this message into a song to help them remember it.

Here is my expression of Brother Wilcox’s message in song. This is called, “Not an Ordinary Passenger.”

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Hosanna!

Happy (late) Easter, friends!

I have been working on an Easter song, and it’s ready to share. It’s called “Hosanna!” and it tells the story of Jesus Christ coming to visit the people in ancient America after his resurrection. This story is found in the Book of Mormon, in 3rd Nephi 11.

The word hosanna has 2 main meanings: one is a plea for divine help (“Save now!” as I’ve heard it translated). The other is an exclamation of praise. What a neat word.

I believe in a living Savior- He who died, was resurrected, and is closely involved in my life. I have come to know Him as gentle and loving, merciful and always ready to offer divine help- as much as I’m willing to accept. I love Him and am deeply grateful to Him.

Here is the recording and sheet music. Enjoy.

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Mothering Littles

Sometimes I forget how long it’s been since I’ve had littles. You know- little babies, little toddlers, little elementary school kiddos. Littles. It’s been a while. This picture was taken when my youngest turned 1- 11 years ago! All mine are over 10 now and they can wipe their own faces, pee without oversight, and put themselves in bed (maybe more importantly- back in bed!). Halle-freaking-luia!

A few weeks ago I had a lovely conversation with my little sister, Robin. She has 4 littles and is a wonderful mother. After we talked, I was thinking about the load a young mother carries and wondered what I could do to support her. The thought came to my mind, “Tell this mother she is loved.” I thought how important it is for young mothers to know they are loved, and that their sacrifices don’t go unnoticed. I thought of how the excitement and fulfillment and joy of this motherhood stage happens during this time when our souls are stretched often way past capacity and we are often exhausted. It’s both.

I didn’t want to paint a picture of “motherhood is so much work, so hard and exhausting”- because I think that doesn’t represent the joy and delight of this stage. But I did want to be honest about the challenges that come with the little ones, and to send the message that Mom’s needs matter too, and there are moments when we as Moms can stop and breathe and do something to care for ourselves. After all, we are not alone in this most important work.

This song is dedicated to Robin Perry- Love ya, Sis!

Love

Laur

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“Carpenter, Carpenter”

Image by Wilfried Pohnke from Pixabay

This one is close to my heart.

Some of you know that 2021 was a really hard year for me. February brought pain like I’d never experienced- physical, mental, emotional, spiritual. I had surgery pain from a hysterectomy, and a combination of the rest from a mental breakdown. Healing from those experiences has been a very challenging journey- and I still have some effects that I continue to work through. I am so grateful for how far I’ve come, and for the transformative affect it has had on my life.

The Carpenter in this song is my Savior, Jesus Christ. I have come to know his kind, gentle, steady hands better as He has guided me through my healing process. I love Him and I trust Him.

I love the thought I’ve heard various times that when we experience suffering, we have experienced a small taste of what our Savior experienced suffering for all of us, and therefore have a unique ability to succor (or run to) others who are suffering. It is partially with this intent that I share my song with you. Perhaps it can reach someone whose heart is aching and needs extra hope and comfort. If there’s two things I’ve learned it’s these: God never leaves us alone, and He ALWAYS makes beauty from ashes.

Love

Laura

(Composing, Arranging, Recording, Mixing and Mastering by Laura Harper)