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Happy Mother’s Day!

I’m feeling very spoiled. I was presented with breakfast in bed when I woke up, and then at church my eldest son gave a talk and paid tribute to me as his mother- what more could a mom ask for? And THEN all the children and teens in our church congregation (including my 3 boys) stood and sung to all of us mothers. The tears flowed freely and my heart was and still is so full. The title was “More than Enough” and its been running through my head on repeat today. It’s gentle, encouraging, and pays tribute to all the heart and work that goes in to being a mother. I thought I’d jump on and share it here. (See link below)

This week I’ve been thinking about how true it is that a mother’s influence is immesureable- not just in a superlative sense as we pay tribute to our mothers, but in a very accurate sense. My mother began mothering me YEARS before I can even remember being on this planet. Spent time caring for me, loving me, teaching me, cleaning up after me, guiding me, protecting me…

My memories of younger years don’t necessarily include what my mom was doing, but as a mother myself, I can see her hand in almost every memory I have. I stumbled over a verse in scripture recently that said something like “He was in and through all things.” It was talking about Jesus Christ, but I can’t think of a phrase that is more true of mothering.

Memories of camping? Who helped you pack? Bought the camera you used (and everything else for that matter)? Listened to your stories when you got home?

Memories with siblings? Who helped you develop those relationships and taught you to be kind? Whose idea was it to do that activity in the first place? And organized the room you were playing in?

Memories of school? Who woke you up that morning? Greeted you when you arrived home? Prayed for you while you were away? Packed your lunch? Wrote you a note? Helped you with the homework?

Memories of worshipping God? Who prayed with you before you can remember? Who created moments of strengthening faith? Who read scripture to you and with you day after day? Who took you to church each week when it would have been so much easier to stay home? Who showed you what it looked like to live a life focused toward God?

Not one of us claim to be perfect- it far too big of a responsibility to do it all “right”- and that was never the point anyway. The older I get, the more I give gratitude to God that I get another day to practice being a Mother. And I know God is pleased with those efforts to love, care and nurture, no matter how imperfect those efforts feel.

Happy Mother’s Day to my Mother who gave birth to me and is in and through my entire life.

Happy Mother’s Day to my Mother by marriage who has blessed my life in countless ways.

Happy Mother’s Day to all mothers out there – who are doing their best and tomorrow will get up and try again.

Love,

Laura

Music

Hosanna!

Happy (late) Easter, friends!

I have been working on an Easter song, and it’s ready to share. It’s called “Hosanna!” and it tells the story of Jesus Christ coming to visit the people in ancient America after his resurrection. This story is found in the Book of Mormon, in 3rd Nephi 11.

The word hosanna has 2 main meanings: one is a plea for divine help (“Save now!” as I’ve heard it translated). The other is an exclamation of praise. What a neat word.

I believe in a living Savior- He who died, was resurrected, and is closely involved in my life. I have come to know Him as gentle and loving, merciful and always ready to offer divine help- as much as I’m willing to accept. I love Him and am deeply grateful to Him.

Here is the recording and sheet music. Enjoy.

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Open Eyes

Hello friends! Tonight I enjoyed finished “The Hitmaker Challenge” with Seth Mosely. He teaches principles of songwriting and then provides a backup track that you use as a jump-off point for writing a song. I decided to write a pop song, and really enjoyed a different approach to songwriting.

Here is “Open Eyes.”

Thought

Certain Women

Happy Sabbath, all!

This week has been full of so many thoughts! One of my favorite has been about “Certain Women.” There is a General Conference talk by Sister Burton that talks about regular, ordinary women in the bible who were witnesses of our Savior’s ministry. Here’s a large excerpt from her talk:

“The New Testament includes accounts of [certain] women, named and unnamed, who exercised faith in Jesus Christ [and in His Atonement], learned and lived His teachings, and testified of His ministry, miracles, and majesty. These women became exemplary disciples and important witnesses in the work of salvation.”

Certain women

Consider these accounts in the book of Luke. First, during the Savior’s ministry:

“And it came to pass … that [Jesus] went throughout every city and village, preaching and shewing the glad tidings of the kingdom of God: and the twelve were with him,

“And certain women, … Mary called Magdalene, … and Joanna … , and Susanna, and many others, which ministered unto him.”

Next, following His Resurrection:

“And certain women … which were early at the sepulchre;

“… When they found not his body, they came, saying, that they had … seen a vision of angels, which said that he was alive.”

I have read and passed over the seemingly unremarkable expression “certain women” numerous times before, but recently as I pondered more carefully, those words seemed to jump off the page. Consider these synonyms of one meaning of the word certain as connected to faithful, certain women: “convinced,” “positive,” “confident,” “firm,” “definite,” “assured,” and “dependable.”

As I pondered those powerful descriptors, I remembered two of those New Testament certain women who bore positive, confident, firm, assured testimonies of the Savior. Though they, like us, were imperfect women, their witness is inspiring.

Remember the unnamed woman at the well who invited others to come and see what she had learned of the Savior? She bore her certain witness in the form of a question: “Is not this the Christ?” Her testimony and invitation were so compelling that “many … believed on him.”

Martha bears testimony of the Savior

Following the death of her brother, Lazarus, Martha, the beloved disciple and friend of the Lord, declared with what must have been great emotion, “Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.” Consider her certainty as she continued, “But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it thee.” She further testified, “I believe that thou art the Christ, the Son of God, which should come into the world.”

We learn from these sisters that certain women are disciples centered in the Savior Jesus Christ and have hope through the promise of His atoning sacrifice.

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2017/04/certain-women?lang=eng

I am in charge of planning the music for Stake Women’s Conference coming up we have been thinking about including this song as part of the program:

Beautiful, right? As I thought about who would be the best individual or group to sing this piece, the thought occurred to me that we could do a type of flash-mob musical number…picture this:

Many lines of the song could be sung by individual women who stand up where they are, sing a line, handoff the microphone, and then walk to the front. Some of the lines (like” I am certain that he lives”) could be sung all together. As women throughout the room stand and sing one by one, and the group in front testifying grows, it will help us all see ourselves as those “certain women”- who are imperfect, yet capable of carrying out a great work. We are the certain women of our time!

There are times that this responsibility to be in charge of the music has felt stressful or overwhelming. Today my heart is full of joy thinking about orchestrating such an experience for the women of our area, and how fun it could be to gather with other women to prepare and enjoy spending time together.

Love,

Laura

Thought

Empowering

If I had to choose one word about the process of building our home (we’re hoping to be in some time in February!) it would have to be “empowering.”

This weekend I finished laying vinyl flooring in our downstairs bathroom. I had a little help on two tricky spots, but other than that, I did it all by myself. Maybe I’m revisiting my toddler years where the cry is constantly “Myself! Do it myself!” Regardless of where the impulse to try is coming from, I’m loving the feeling of breaking out of what I previously had thought my limits were.

It’s not conscious- but we end up drawing a box around ourselves, defining what we “can do”- and by default, what we cannot. And then an opportunity comes along and we get to decide if we’re up for an adventure our of our box. Sometimes that yes is easy, sometimes it’s harder, but it’s usually worth it.

Well, the bathroom floor is done, and fortunately that’s not the end of my opportunities- with the house or otherwise. For now, two more bathrooms await, as well as painting projects, trim projects, staining projects, landscaping projects, moving-in projects….and a whole host of others that I’ll discover along the way. Sometimes the opportunities present themselves rapid-fire (hello, this year!) and other times I have to work a little harder to find an adventure. But I’ll be forever glad that I said yes to this huge house-building adventure and many little projects along the way that took me outside my box to discover a little more about my potential.

Happy Sabbath!

Love,

Laura